Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Many things has changed. Many things must change. After watching, 海派甜心. I think back. I feel that I have changed. Different from last year. I have became quieter. I feel odd when I hang out with my cliques. I wanna go back to the old me, where I joke/crap/laugh together with them. Even when I'm with my new friends, I feel quiet.

Well... Now I feel very peaceful suddenly. Maybe because I have became quiet now. Or maybe I am better this way. Being quiet. Able to focus on studies or other things easily.

Hmm... wondering.... :O

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Something has been on my mind lately. Easily irritated and sensitive suddenly. Feeling frustrated at times, but trying not to show on the outside. Feeling stress, concern and scared about studies, yet i am still being the lazy me as always. Feeling quite emotional at times. I can't explain how i feel in words right now. Oh well, keeping everything inside is still what i always do.

我累了~

Friday, January 15, 2010

Camping in Loola resort @ Bintan was awesomeeeeee!


Day 1,
Reached Loola around 12plus 1. First impression of the camp. BAD and LOUSY to the max. It look wasn't as fun and as beautiful as we saw the video at school. (Slipper stolen during lunch on first day-.-) After lunched, changed to swimwear and ready for BoomNetting and Hiking! BoomNetting is soooooo thrilling! Hahaha! FUN TTM! You have to jump from the boat to the net in the middle of the sea! Which is around 2-3 storey high! Cool ttm! When they are taking photo of me. I jump up and pose a star and the hang time in the air for them is long enough for them to take photo of me nicely! Took 1 second to take photo. After that, mind was thinking,"Why I havent reach the sea yet?!" SPLASHH!* <3>I felt like a hero and really zai seriously! Great great sense of achievement! I was climbing up with the speed of the instructor. Until... I saw my friends struggling and trying to get up. I went down and help them. Going infront of them, pulling them up when they dont have the energy to go up(Nora, a big size girl, MsAysha). Carrying my teacher, MsAyesha to cross over the BIG BIG LOG(as her legs were short). Encourages them. Support them all the way up to the top! The scenary was... okok. HAHA! The hardest part came...*DENG DENG DENG DENG* GOING DOWN! Haha. The steepness is as steep as like a slightly slanted rockclimbing. MsAysha chosen me to buddy her. To help her down. And going down is difficult as you are tired and super dangerous. If 1 fall, roll down, die/serious injuries for sure. And.... while going down, the sky turn dark... Its near 6plus 7. When we still have 1/4 of the journey. How scary and drama right?! HAHA. That was like a once in a lifetime opportunity. I kept thinking what if my friends are really exhausted and stuck in the middle of the forest, will it be like in the TV? HAH. Okay, this post is REALLY LONG! Shortening it. Bathe-Dinner-Slack-Sleep.

Day 2,
Maggie mee for breakfast! Obstacle course(VERY HAPPENING but dont want say, if not post too lenghty) - Skywalker(2-3storey high jumping down) & Archery - Mudwalk. I must sya that Mudwalk is really amazing. Walking like 3 km of the shallow sea. Great exposure. Have a good look at the marina life. Small crabs marching off at the ground(like TV!), SeaCucumber(yucky and fun), Baby seasnake, HermitCrab, Octopus!(COOL TTM! Sucking my fingers&palm!) and MANY MANY MANY STARFISH. Very cool! <3333 At night, there was campfire. Campfire this year is so blooooddddyyyyyy sucky. Noob camp fire ttm! Was frustrated. The instructor didnt know how to make the crowd high and enthu. After campfire... Hehe. Same as YOG! A-club-like. Dancing and playing with the malays and clique!<3 But this club-like thingy is not as high as YOG camp's.

Day 3,
Maggie mee again!^^ Haha! Went Flying fox. Ohmygod. DAMN FUN! The last time i did Flying fox was P5. When i am at the bottom, i was like thinking, "Aiyah, nevermind one lah. Just jump only, like how i did in P5". When i reach on top.... HEHEHE. I WAS SCARED! Hesitated to jump! Hahaha! Its like 3-4 storey high man! OHMYGOD. When I jump down, I didn't hold onto anything! I make flying pose and then a superman pose! Then, SPLASH* into the sea. COOL!:D But the balls.... hurt. After Flying fox, went kayaking. Tagged with Jasnyn and Chunyin. FUN! We were like moving really fast! And capsizing the boat is fun! Hahaha! Kayak for 10mins. We then realise, we were moving in the opposite direaction all along with the others. Cause the waves are carrying us away and opposing us. Speedboat came to help us, tied to the kayak. Lied on Jasnyn leg and the speedboat bring us all the way round and round. So relaxinggggg! HAHA. Everyone was like envy me, being pulled around by a speedboat. Even VP said me and Chunyin lazy, didnt paddle back to shore. One word, FUN! After that, bathe-lunch-prepared and going back to SG! Sea is really angry today. Ferry was shaking so terribly, like rollercoaster. Seriously. Headache. Dizzy. And almost vomited. At the same time, i wanted to shit. HAHA! -End-

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

MY BODY IS ACHING FROM SINGAPORE 2010 Youth Olympic Game Friendship Camp!

Day 1 at Singapore Sports School,
Was feeling lonely at the camp. My mind was thinking that this camp is so wasting my holiday time. Made many friends from my group. And my group is such a boring group. My buddy, Djadid understand only a bit of English and doesnt talk much. The first night there is an event called World Festival I think, can't rmb the name. There's a few hot babes! HAHA. And the buffet was HEAVENLY nice for dinner. Ohmygod. Teriyaki Chicken, Kebab, Spegatti and lots of food from other country! After that, there is DJ tuning songs! Everyone was so highhhhh~^^ including my teacher and facilators! My groupmate, NicolAs from Chile hooked up with a hot girl while dancing. HAHA. First night at the room with AQ and Djadid, its really quiet.

Day 2 at Singapore Sports School,
Starting to feel comfortable with my groupmates. Had Sports Exploration with my buddy, Djadid. We sign in bowling together. He top in bowling out of 40 people i think? And its his first time play bowling. Haha. After that, had Chat With Champions session. Asafa Powell, Dexter Lee and Veronica Campbell came. All of them is from Jamaica and they are runners. Asafa Powell is an Olympic Gold Medalist, he breaks the world record. The guy who beat his record is Usain Bolt. Haha! Veronica Campbell is an Olympic Gold Medalist as well. She is aiming to be the first woman to be 3-time Gold Medalist next year. Had a great time there listening to their stories and talks. And overall, I am starting to get along well with mt groupmates! Djadid starts to get more open, hyper and funny. He made me and AQ laugh very hard that night before sleep. Djadid says, "I DONT WANNA SLEEEP! I AM NOT TIRED!" 5seconds later, "Err... I dont know!" HAHAH! SUPER FUNNY. And, he keep saying goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight. Irritating and funny! Haha. Then he said, "Okay, stop. I go sleep for 10second, goodnight." Then shouted, "GOODMORNING!" Woah, really buaytahan we burst out laughing.

Day 3 at Singapore Sports School,
Feeling very comfortable with them. Went to Little India, Kampong Glam and Marina Barage with group OUI in the morning. Oui means Yes is French. The trips was a bit of boring but had some fun here and there. Djadid bought MP4 at $83, a shades and a watch. Afternoon, we had activities in the school. Quite fun. Haha. At night, Djadid high-ness and rubbish-ness is acting again. Making me and AQ laugh at night. Even bathing, all 3 of us is laughing. Djadid throws 5cents to AQ for waiting outside the toilet when Djadid is taking his own sweet time bathing. He keep shouting that the water is cold, its cold, its cold, its cold! Even the heater is on, he still say cold. The way he says it make me laugh til I cant bathe in the next cubical. I shout out, "I LAUGH UNTIL WANT DIE!" Djadid says, "HUH?! YOU WANNA TRY?" HAHA! Laugh even more jialat! AQ was standing and waiting for like 10mins outside the cubical. Back in the room, we continue laughing. Djadid was listening to hip hop songs and he throws money(20/50cent/$1) at us. And he claims that he is Billgates. We laugh till really buay tahan. AQ and me was quite shock that he knows Billgates and he claims that he is Billgates.

Day 4 at Singapore Sports School,
Outward Bound Singapore in the morning til late evening. Really had much fun at there. Lots of teamwork and bondings. Did high elements. Those climbing activities. Its so high and everyone had a chance to reach at the top! WOOOO! Its very difficult and needs teamwork in order to get one another up. Me and Djadid is the first to climb, everyone below was like cheering for us when we got stuck, dont know what to do. Was very touched seriously. Then I just overcome that fear and just stood up at the piece of log and help myself up. Then help Djadid up. Was really happy man. Sense of achievement. Haha. Everyone thought that its was not as hard as it looks, but when they got up, its really hard. The next team to go up is Angela and Elaine. They did some awkward position. HAHA. Cheering hard for them when I am belaying Angela. After the high elements, had lunch! After lunch, went boat rafting. Boat rafting really needs teamwork among our groupmates. For a person like me, dont know how to swim, to be boat rafting at the deep sea is so awesome. HAHA. And I SWEAR this whole OBS activities made me feel very happy and really really touched. Cause of the teamwork and team bondings I had with my group. After OBS, had a Chat With Champions Session 2. Its Michael Klims, he is a swimmer. Another Olympic Gold Medalist from Austrilla. He breaks the record in....1997 I think? Forgotten. Haha. After the talk, played NIGHT NETBALL for 1 hour with Sharon(Facilitator), AQ, Tiger, Djadid, Elaine, Jolene, Zul and 2 more people from other groups. At first, all of us were like, "Aiyah, dont want play lah. I dont wanna sweat. Bathed already." In the end, everyone is as wet as bathing. Haha! Went back to our room at 10.30pm. Laugh until 12am NON STOP because of Djadid. His funny-ness is really very funny. I tried to record it down with my phone by bluffing him my phone was charging, he believe me at first, but in the end he found that I am recording him. So push my phone off. But I still manage to record a short part of him. I was drinking water and Djadid suddenly jump out and shout "HEY WHATS UP MA NIGGA!" and his voice is very... very funny and very "nigga" voice. I laugh and spill water out of my mouth. After awhile, Djadid step on the water and his reaction was really funny. HAHA. AQ towel is hanging to dry, he didnt know its was AQ's, he thought the towel was from the room service, he took and throw it on the floor. AQ scold him, he scold back AQ and I was too busy laughing. But i scolded him, and throw him another towel to clean up the floor that i spill. Haha. THE MOST FUNNY THING IS, when I am talking on the phone with my mother, Djadid was singing, "KISS ME THRU THE PHONEEE" and "AHHH! FEELS GOOD! AHHH!" keep shouting beside me. LOL. Its my mother leh! LOL. Then when AQ is talking to Elaine on the phone, Djadid disturbs by singing "PLEASEEEE FORGIVE MEEEEEEE~ MY LOVE~ But not gay!" and ask Elaine, why isnt she is laughing. And sing 1 more times and ask why she is not laughing again. HAHAHAH! FUCKING FUNNY. And Djadid ask me to dance for him to see. I ask him to eat finish the whole packet of those plain bread then I dance. He ask me to sleep first, he eat finish then call me to dance. LOLOL! Me and AQ was really tired of laughing that we lie on our bed, ignoring Djadid. Djadid keep calling our names, we keep ignoring him. He was like, " WEILUN! WEILUN! WEILUN! AQ! AQ! WEILUN! AQ! WHY YOU ARE LAUGHING? WHAT YOU LAUGHING AT?! " HAHAH! ITS REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY FUNNNNNNY MAN. We really didnt laugh or make any noise, but he was shouting what me and AQ is laughing about. In the end, he gave up and went to sleep.
(what a long post on day 4)

Day 5 at Singapore Sports School,
Had Sports Exploration 2 on the morning. I was posted to Tchoukball. Its quite fun. But my team in Tchoukball sucks badly. I wonder if they really is athletes. Nesmarie went mia as she speaks Spainish, there's no Spainish translater, only French. So she was emoing one corner. I bought her to the Archery to accompany Angela, Tiger, AQ, Jolene. I left Tchoukball for Archery. Hehe. After Sport Exploration, went to Bukit Timah dont know where to pluck out a plant that has leaves that looks like batman. The leaves is really very nice like batman logo. But must pluck them all out. Its harmful to other plants. And i took picture with a snake around my neck that is caught wild on that day itself. Cool uh? Hehe. In the bus, had a chat with Audres, Nesmarie and Ivonne. Haha. Chating about their country and sports. Learn some Spainish and French. Ivonne is my translater. Haha. At night, its the Closing Ceremony. Its super touching, sad and high. High because of the funny-ness of Djadid and the music and the dance. Sad and touching because its the last night we can see each other. Have fun with each other. Laugh with each other. Be together with each other. Everyone cried. And I cried really really badly and the most because i miss Djadid and I am worried for him when I am not around with him. Miss Djadid REAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY much. Tiger as well. Ivonne, Nicolas, etc those internationals student. Cause they are going back to their country, might be able to see them again. Singaporeans- Angela, Elaine, Jolene, Zul, AQ I still miss you guys as well! But we are in Singapore, we can meet some other day. Haha.

Team Oui, Replying to what you have written on my scrapbook & Words to say
Sharon- Thanks Sharon, altho I know you are not reading this FOR SURE. But I still wanna say thankyou to you for taking care of all of us. Being patience with all of us. Laughing with us. ChitChat with us. Take photos with us. I will be a down to earth person like now as you said to me. Really had a nice convo with you that day in the bus. Love you and gonna miss you for sure Sharon!

Angela- Thanks Angela, altho I am not really close with you in the camp at first. Haha. Your face was like so grumpy at the camp at first. Then as time passes, I find that actually you are a really nice, funny, hyper-at-times and fun-to-be-with person. Haha. And yeah, had so much fun with you at OBS that day. Its really awesome. Goodluck in your studies and swimming too!^^ AND not to forget to stay smiling always! As I said, when you are not smiling, you look really grumpy. Love and misses!

AQ- Thanks AQ! Had a great time with you in the room laughing and outside as well. We are always laughing together. Haha. Goodluck in your studies and triathlon! Keep in contact! Haha. Stay happy and crappy as always!

Elaine- Thanks Elaine, you are really one great awesome friend man! My first impression of you is that you are a very friendly and talks a lot type of person. We had lots of fun together playing NIGHT netball and other activities. Goodluck in your studies and netball! And stay as cheerful as always!

Zul- Thanks Zul, you are really a very nice person. Really friendly and helpful person. You lend a helping hand to others every time, helping others to do stuff. Thats really nice! Goodluck in your studies and your goalkeeper position! Haha. Stay the way you are right now! A great friend.

Jolene- Thanks Jolene, And Happy birthday! Haha. You are really a cute and nice person! The first time I met you is when you have no friends, and Sharon was pulling you over to me and asking me to accompany you. Haha. Then Elaine comes along as well. Goodluck in your studies and your wu shu! Stay happy and cheerful!

Ivonne- Thanks Ivonne! You are really a nice and funny person. Had a good time with you at some activities! Altho was really close to you in camp. Goodluck in your Equestrianism(Horse riding)! Stay pretty and happy!

Chiara- Thanks Chiara! You are a nice person, but you are too quiet! Doesnt really get to interact with you a lot. But still, its very nice to know you! Haha. Goodluck in your running! Stay happy and talk more!

Gabrielle- Thanks Gabrielle! Altho we dont really talk. Haha. You are a very nice and funny person. Always disturbing me, making my hair messy! Goodluck in your sports! Stay happy and cheerful!

Khadija- Thanks Khadija! We dont talk, we use sign lang. Cause your dont understands English! And thats really sad, cause its hard for you to communicate with us. But still, have a good time with you! You are a really gentle and nice person! Goodluck in your running! Stay happy!

NicolAs- Thanks NicolAs! You are a really good friend! Very nice, friendly and funny person. Your reaction was cute when you were bathing at Marina Barage and we left you. You came back and Sharon ask if did you cry, and you said you were really scared and cry. Haha. Goodluck in your swimming for representing Chile. Stay cool and cute!

Tiger- Thanks Mick Tiger-Starr! You are the first cutesttttt and the most gentleeeeeee and the most humble person I ever seen! I swear! Its really sad that you have no email. And when AQ told me you only brought S$30. I was really really shock. I felt really sad for you seriously. I am so gonna miss you man. Goodluck in your weightlifting! You are the cutest and gentle weightlifter I ever seen. Loves and misses!

Djadid- Thanks Djadid! You are the last one because you are my buddy. You really made me very very happy and laughing in the camp. In Group Oui, if there is without you. Its wont be as fun as it is. I have so much fun and laughter with you in the same room. You make me hard to sleep every night. Disturbing me. And remember the words I teach you. "Rubbish!" and "Nothing"! Haha. You make use of those 2 words very well after I teaches you. I really miss you man. Everynight before I sleep, I think of you. I miss the way you talk. Miss the way you laugh like a monkey. Miss the voice of yours. And miss your "HEY WHATSUP MA NIGGA!" "PLEASE FORGIVEEE MEEE~ MY LOVE~ BUT NOT GAY" Slaps me* and say sorry. Basically, your actions are really a joker and very typical singaporeans. Very cute. When Sharon said to meet at 7am, you said that it means 7am wake up, 7.30 reach! Haha! And the way you dont wake up, " 2 more mins! .... NO! 5 more mins! " Smiles* and goes to sleep. Wow man, Djadid. You are indeed the best buddy and friend for this 5 day camp. And I cant stop saying I miss you. * BUT NOT GAY! Remember?! Haha. Loves and misses.
(Cried while typing this. Its really very sad, as stated in Day5 that I cried badly on that day)

Well... this is the a freaking long post. Pictures up next. Or you can see the pictures in my facebook if you want.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

LIKE SO LONG! FINALLY BLOG. LOLOLOL!

Busy schedule. This whole november, out of 30 days. AT LEAST 20 days are basketball. Tomorrow, I had physics review and match against Queensway Sec. Timing crash, had to go for match. Lose, 3rd/4th. Win, 1st/2nd.
---->After match, at night got Dance Lesson.
---->After dance, the next day FUUUUEEEL to M'sia with relatives.
Coming back on 29th, might have bball match. On 8th to 12th, YOG camp. Selected by most of the teachers in school. Don't want go, but I have TEACHER pressure(peer pressure).
To be continued... my schedule don't end here.
SUCKS MAN! WHAT IS THIS HOLIDAY!?

WOOOOOOOO!^^v Suddenly blogging feels good.
Till next time.... Stay tune on Kids Central~

Friday, November 6, 2009




Its been really so long since I have post. Lazy, tired, busy.
Btw, Happy belated birthday Brenna!:) Hope you got a wonderful time that day at Night Safari.

I feel so sick and tired of my own life seriously. So BUSY, so sad. Such a Lifeless, sad kid. I feel that I have really changed as time flies. I feel so...no longer "myself" anymore. All these while, I have been putting up an act. Laugh crazily outside but breaks constantly inside. No one seems to understand me. Not even.... I am really unsure of what I feel and what I think sometimes. Its so obvious man, so. Or maybe I just didn't know that you have known it.

I need to talk with someone, some serious talk. I need a counsellor. I need someone to trust in. I need a best friend. I need someone who cares for me. I need someone who can make me feel better, cheer me up. I need to get rid "this" thing from my mind. I feel so like isolating myself. Sometimes being quiet can be good as well. I feel so stupid, ranting all these here.

Ahh, whatever man. No matter what, I must try my best to move on. Stay firm. Carry on with this life.

Thursday, September 17, 2009



Stay up to do Physics Project, Operation " London Bridge" Failed. Everything went smoothly, except for our last part of our project. Me, NicholasOng, Aravindas, Amirul, Chunyin ( went home early ), and Hakim came to help/play. LOL! After school straight stay in class til 8pm. When we open the door, IT IS SO ARAVIN! Hahaha. Our determination goes to waste today. But being a part time burglar in school is FUN, EXCITING, SCARY! Fun part was that we had lot of craps and did the climbing of fences. Exciting part was that ITS JUST EXCITING. LOL! Can't explain that. Scary part was that, scared that residents from HDB or outside people, might call the police or something. So we are acting like burglars!^^ We are professionals now. Prison Break, Operation sucessed! Time to study now, and I feel so lazy to study~ Byeeee.

OH, ALMOST FORGOT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDRA! Hope your "there" didnt drop off. :)