I'm feeling frustrated and stress nowadays. Grrrrr. I'm tired of studying, everyday routines and all those shits. I have no goals. Dont know what to be in the future, dont know which course to go to in Poly. But before going to Poly, i have to study all these shits and handle all the stress. Argh! Whatever manszxs. I'm feeling sad now.
Anyway, these are the photos that was taken at Pulau Ubin during Jasnyn birthday.

You seriously have change a lot towards me. We are once best friends. But now we are not as close as last time alrdy. Ever since the day you are sick, you have changed. Last time we are so close that we can talk about almost everything, but now you seems to not want to talk to me. No, I shall rephrase. I feel that you doesn’t like to talk to me. We hang out together, we message each other every morning and everyday, but how about now? We don’t do that alrdy. Why? Because of what I mention just now, I feel that you doesn’t like to talk to me. When you are sick, I did msg you, but you didn’t reply. I know you are sick, you are slping, unable to reply. But for many times, you didn’t even reply my msg for once, and that’s when I felt it and think that way. We used to be hanging out always, but it’s the same, ever since you are sick, or after you have recovered, we don’t anymore. I have asked you many times of going out together, you rejected one by one and stating your reason one by one. Before you are sick, we promised to watch certain movies together. But what about now? You said things like,”I seriously don’t feel like watching alrdy.” How hurtful to hear that from you. So nevermind, I tried to be understanding and not to think about it. But it happened again recently, you said that you wanna accompany me to watch movie, yet you use that sentence again. I am really a emotional guy, I cant stand it again and again. It hurts inside and I will also cry. I am human, I have feelings too. We are once best friends but now, we hardly talk to each other in school. You asked me why I am always siansian in class, I always say that I don’t. As you know, I keep things to myself, I usually don’t say it out. But today I have said it all out. Just because of all those happening, it makes me like this. I’m sad. I am trying to talk things out with you now, I don’t wish to end this friendship and I really wish that we can be as hyper and talkative in class and outside. Really hope you can think about how you treated me recently. And if you think you have things to say about me, tell me, and I will think about it too. We’re still friends afterall yeah!