We didnt have any group photo. Think everyone is having too much fun and busy. HAHAHA

Happy 17th "Bird-Day" to XUJIAWEI!

Straight after school straight away, go home, take things and go to the chalet. Only Me, Alicia and Darryl was first to reach, Justin next. The things we have to carry is really heavy man! Then Jiawei cabbed down with Xuanwei, ZhaoLun, Zikri. They came and help us carry things. Prepare~ Prepare~ Prepare~ Bored~ Bored~ Chat~. Until ZhiQing and Sherri came. After that we in the chalet, jitao is atmosphere change. Crapped and laugh so loud! OMG! HAHAHA! Lao Mu Gua sia! Piakpiakpiakpiak*! LOL! I was helping with the BBQ all along, Stingrays, Satay, hotdog etc. And, Jiawei and me feel so bad for Alicia sia. We ask her to come, and yet she so sian at there. Kept entertaining her. But sometimes when I was BBQing, she was like keep sitting in 1 corner stare into space. Then she say what all eastview one. Wah, like so... hm, nevermind anyway! Many things happened throughout the whole night. High moments. Happy moments. Sad moments. Angry moments. The sad and angry moments, wo jiu dont talk about it alrdy. Talk about high moments. When Jiawei is cutting his cake for everyone of us, there are like 10plus people having mayonese on their hand, so we queue up and act want to take cake. But we all piak the mayo on Jiawei's hair, face. LOL! Dont know who, press the whole bottle of mayo into his head, machiam hair shampoo. HAHAH. His face jitao oily plus white. I dont think people birthday have play with mayonese before one. LOL! Others usually play with "egg and floor" or play with "cake" or "cream". WOOO! Fun man. Drink, Drank, Drunk after that. I drink a bit only face and arm jitao red, like Guan Gong. I like Chivas w Greentea man! Jitao straight 1 mouth finishes whole cup. I dont drink liquors by the way._. Sherri, Daniel, Andy, Feifei was drunk. Indra almost. LOL! And so, i dance in the room like some Gay Club around 4am with Justin and Xuanwei with their China friends, WeiLong, BaiYu, ZhaoLun. Funny and fun! Damn high with the boys dancing. HAHAHA. After that many situation came. And I really felt very angry at something-.- like whatthefuck man! Today like got many bad things happen sia. Really. Nevermind, dont want say. Anyway, gonna sleep now! BYE!

Thursday,
After school, went to Science Centre and Leonardo Da Vinci Exhibition with 305 and some people from other classes. The exhibition is quite boring actually, I only interested with Mona Lisa and The Last Supper. Many people around the world, kept asking, why does Mona Lisa doesnt have eyebrown. But, after that exhibition, it shows us her eyebrown. Which is a strand of hair-.- HAHAHA! Its stupid, but I forgot whats the possible reason that the guide told us. And no one knows how Leonardo Da Vinci looks like. So some say that Mona Lisa might be the face of him. Leonardo Da Vinci might have long hair. Cool eh?:) And The Last Supper paintings, have lots of mystery thing. Dont really understand it. Btw, 500years ago, he had alrdy build a machine gun! wtf. He build a helicopter, but not the modern days one! Still wtf! He is indeed a genius man. After the exhibition, we have around 3hour of free time to roam around Science Centre. Science Centre really have many cool things man. High-technology machines! After that we went WaterWorks and played water-.- HAHAH! But it is fun! We sabo-ed many people, pulling them to be kena splash. WOO!

Day by day. Time flies. My feelings still show no sign of fading away. Aren't memories suppose to fade? Whats wrong with me. I tried to forget you. Tell me why you are so hard to forget. I tried so hard, but I can't seems to get away from my misery, I tried so hard, but always the victim of the same damn situation/thing. "What have you been doing? Where have you gone? What you do today?" is in my mind everyday. You treated everyone the same, how would I know if you have at least a bit of feelings towards me. And now it seems that you would rather be with the others, than me. Big difference from last time. What has come, has gone. Or you think that I am just some boring guy? The average joe that is just one of your many friends. The kind of friends that just talk a bit. Thats what I thought recently. Or you dont even know that I have feelings towards you from the start. Pictures, messages, funny and happy moments. These are the things that I can only think and see when I thought of you. Heartaches. Tears roll on my pillow. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside, I turn around, make a smile and join in the fun. I am on my own. I trust people very easily. But, this is the time where I really have to find someone who I really trust. And tell them how what situation I am. Til now, I dont think anyone know that I liked you, and I doubt you know it even after reading all this. Feel like having depression, its really tired to wear a smiling mask out everyday. Okay, maybe not a smiling mask, but trying to make one sometimes. I wish that I can be out of this busy and painful world for a period. How lonely. How useless. How a boring guy I am.

CLASS PHOTO! 100% participation! 305 ROCKS YEAH?!



The Malays and Chinese. This is an example of Racial Harmony!

Pitureeees!:)

Sian, regret making a stupid mistake. My parents ask me if want them to help me take anot. I said no, cause i thought 18th and 19th still got tickets, i can take myself. But end up, today i realise is today sold out, means no more tickets ANYMORE!:( ARGHHHH! Kobe Bryant siaaaaaa! I want to see him in real life! His smile is like so wide, and nice. HAHAHA! So cute. Like muhsin *my junior, Sec2. His nickname was KobeBryant because he really alike with KobeBryant. He is black too. He is a good shooter too. LOL!*

Today's school is like damn sleepy and restless. If I slept at 12.30am, the next day in school I sure buaytahan one. Tried my very best to open my eyes, but cant. Will auto close. And, I am so disappointed and sad with my AMaths and PureChem. After the holidays, I almost forgotten all. And there is a quiz today. AMaths I cfm get 0 alrdy, PureChem maybe can pass. Maybe nia.:(

Ohyeah, today had a great timeeeee after school!:D
After school, actually going to lan. But many went home to change clothes first. So I went home change too. I wore my shirt that is bought when I was Primary 6, wore the 2nd time today. 1st time is ChineseNewYear, 2006. LOL! Yeah, so meet them at Tampines Stadium and played lan. Go in struggling on who sit where, who play Dota, who played L4D. And in the end, those who playing L4D, spend 50c on trying to login Garena and unable to login. So Me, Sherri, Brenna, Darryl, Daniel, Zikri and Feifei ( birthdayboy ) went to Katong and LAN there. Hahaha. Their comp there damn power, the sound system is number 1. LOL! Me and darryl jitao full blast. When using machine gun. Machiam whole LAN can hear. LOL! Me, Darryl, Sherri, Brenna a team. Feifei, Daniel, Zikri a team. We lost mannn... HAHAH! We didnt have must teamwork. Not enough chemistry. After LAN, went back to Tampines and meet them to cut cake. Laughed, Joked, Chat and picturees. The Mango cake, mygod. I swear it was damn nice. If the cake is at my house, I sure finish it in 1 day. LOL! I think the cake cost $50. After that, Jinglong, Yuting, Kenneth went home. The rest of us went 201 to eat. And then homed. Much laughter today. Was happy. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEIFEI! NEED DO PULL UP ALRDY! HAHAHA

Lets101 - Dating Free Online

This is like so true. I wonder who or how they come out with the star sign, and be so accurate. Ohmygod.

Just finish watching "I Not Stupid 2" on TV. Touching, funny and sad. A very good show, that shows the life of teenagers in school and at home. Jerry:"Ahma, Baby Chong Na Li Lai?" Ahma:"Lup Sup Tang(Rubbish dump) lorh!" Jerry:"Huh? Laksa Tang?" LOL! And there is a part where Tom bet $5 with his maid that his mother will say " Wo Yao Gen Ni Li Hun!" to his dad. And his mother really say it. And Tom said to his maid " Standard line, doesn't change". HAHAHA. The first time I watch in the cinema, I cried when ChenCai's Father died. This time, I dont know why I cried at so many parts.

Feeling sad in the inside lately. I dont know why. It feels very uncomfortable, irritating. Feeling lonely. Who is there for me? Sometimes, people feel sad. I cheer them up even when I myself also feeling sad. But I realised that who was there for me? I dont think there is anyone that I can really trust and tell them what I need to say. Its heartbreaking. I dont even know whose my bestfriend, whose bestfriend is me. Well,
"Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking. If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just,
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile"
It is the lyrics of Smile. And I am trying to apply it on me. Hope you guys do it too.